Perfectly Human

Trying to understand complex subjects… one failure at a time.



Welcome



Well, hello…

I’m Tansy. First, thank you for visiting. Here’s a little about my platform. Well… truthfully, it began as one big, messy experiment!

First, came Viking Lighthouse Media. It was built with curiosity alone. Then, Hollowed Happiness. It is where I tried to understand the emotional side of creating. After a few years of making messes, breaking things, rebuilding them, and learning through a lot of trial and error, the name Perfectly Human finally fit. 


The name struck me because I’ve realized something along the way… the learning process is messy and that’s what makes it human.  

Through every redesign, lost idea, and “forgotten” project, I learned something.


Today, Perfectly Human is the foundation for a larger creative structure, built from the same philosophical schematic… small imperfect things make big things possible. 

From that base, three structures were created: 

Music & Words: a free creative community and learning space built around gentle structure, emotional safety, and the joy of making things without the pressure of perfection. 

Malydaar’s Whisper: my artistic voice, expressed through music, story, and sound. 

My Messy Studio: where my fails, drafts, progress, and creative process are shared.

Please, take a look around and make yourself comfortable. Once again, thank you for stopping in. Please excuse the mess!

Take Care,

-Tansy


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Poems & Short Stories

Eternity encircling with violent electricity but your existence is my ecstasy

a verse from something untitled

Alone at your headstone the sun breaks through A tear glistens in my eye, can you see it from your point of view? and I sit to wonder, did you know that I loved you?

Apartment application fees bite

How many will eat my money and make it nearly impossible to relocate? We’ll see… I already gave my notice to leave this apartment. Two children and a mom may end up on the streets. Also, how on earth is a $290 application fee with first months rent and a security deposit in the same…


Latest News

Man…

what a tiring week. Oh… it’s only Tuesday night? Well, I suppose it’s a blessing because more can be accomplished. But… it’s certainly uncomfortable pushing through this fatigue.

I went a bit off track today

It seems I’ve spent a good deal of time writing a few verses of a song. It’s about silicon alkoxide. That wasn’t remotely close to the target. WOW! I did write a few other songs, poems, and drafted vocal leads, and additional melodies that are palatable. (Well, to my own ear.) Take a moment out…

Strange sounds in a rain storm

This recording may have the rare sounds of the atmosphere changing rapidly, but resembles growling in it. It wasn’t thunder. The reverb is up for better tone. I have no clue what the noises actually are, I’ll stick with science. Atmosphere anomaly. Or thunder from lightning I couldn’t see. Or… my ears and mic were…

Well, I failed a bit today…

I went 7 days without tobacco products but the lozenges weren’t working (so I thought). So I ate a whole bunch. Then… the nicotine kicked in. I thought I was going to have a heart attack, but ended up just puking. 😁 Today, I caved and saved my wrath for another day. On a better…

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